sicky

I'm sicky again.

The worst part is the cough, but I'm also conjested, my ears and throat hurt-- I'm sicky.

And I'm pretty sure it's all from smoking too much. I've been really stressed and worn down, not getting enough sleep, but if I didn't smoke, I don't think the sickies would manifest itself in this way.

I know you guys have no faith in me since I've tried to quit smoking at leat 7 times, but I gotta quit sometime. Right?

RIGHT?

I think bribes will help. Ed told me I get a dinner date after 3 months. What other offers to you guys have? I'm open to anything. Free food, drinks, loose change, sexual favors ... Whatever.

Egg dropping

Today I heard a guy describe women's mentration as "dropping an egg".

I am feeling crazy because I am about to drop an egg.

At work this morning I wanted to simotainously pull out my hair and hurl myself through the (first story) window. How's that for crazy? I spent my entire morning correcting mistakes from yesterday. It was time consuming, but all of it was repairable. My boss basically told me I need to proof-read better. How the hell can I teach myself to proof read better?? It's sort of like spelling, either you can do it, or you can't. I do a decent job, she just has super proof skills. And thank god for spell check.

I went to the gym last night, which was great and helped relieve my anxiety. Still, I turned down sex last night for the SECOND night in a row. WHO AM I ???!! Usually, pre-egg dropping I'm ready to hump a 4X4 and pull out the slivers later. (appealing visual, I know) Instead, I recoiled at being touched and won't let myself have a damn orgasm to help me relax!

Someone liquor me up and get me off!!!

Any ideas?

How come when you make more money it seems like more expenses come up?? I think I'll have it A lot easier after next month, but I still want a second job.

Anyone have any suggestions? (their jobs are hiring for nights/weekends)

what I would do ...

"What I would do to her."


"What I would do for him."




Which would you chose ... ?